"Deep down , I know I am a lesbian at heart" - Evil Gui
Dunno how to describle what have been happening to me so far... Maybe its due to my muscle aches, maybe is because I am too confuse. My life just become too messy for me to control. if only life always goes according to they way I want it :p Maybe its the NS curse.
Seeing Pek fallout infront of me during the training makes me wonder " Why is it not me ?". For a moment I thought that would have been 3 strikes in 3 weeks for SAF. Lucky hes ok now.
I dunno what I am doing now nor do I know what I am trying to do... Maybe I am going crazy :p Sentimental Guy told me he dreamt about me last nite ( Not a good thing as I don't really like guys sleeping in the same room as me dreaming about me) He say it take place in the future and I have become a "tuh'd damm oui". I was like... Sh*t... wasn't tat what I planned to do before I enlisted. Maybe its a sign lol ~ Maybe thats what I should aim to do. Does such a peaceful future exist for me ?
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