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Sunday, September 10, 2006
Post 150: Darkness In Zero
"The three elements that compose life...the heart, the soul, the body. When life loses the heart, what happens to the leftover soul and body? " - DiZ

Like the new 'feel' of the site ? Its kinda like a reflection of my current mental state...

This is the post that should not have existed. At least it didn't look like it would during my 100th post. So many things in my life have changed since then. So many things have changed in a mere 50 posts, and many more changes to come this month and before the end of this year.

I won't say I am more happy than I was 50 posts ago( I still am happy don't worry lol), but I somehow feels an eerie sense of release. As if something that have been grabbing me by my neck have been slowly releasing its grip, and I am not refering to National Slavery. Its a different from what I felt towards the end of my National Slavery. I would say both feelings occur at the same time, but this 1 is more subtle.

Yet at the same time, I feel emptier and emptier as the grip is releasing, thats why I say its "an eerie feeling". I feel more and more hungry for something which I will not disclose here*hint 1st 2 lines in this post*, but rest assured, its not women, as some of the "Tiko Pehs" reading this might percieve.

Many unfortunate and fortunate events had befall me since the 100th post( Sad to say, more of the unfortunate nature). So much to the extend that my planning and crazy calculations have derailed completely. As I try to steered my life to my Plan B ( since Plan A was a complete failure), I sometime wonders, does fate really exist or it is my own hands that make fate ? The transition period is near its end... What will emerge from the cocoon of fate ?

A post like this should not have existed... Its existence is a proof that nothing in life goes as planned. Tomorrow is Sept 11. Let us all hope that nothing horrible in nature happen.


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