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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Enough is Enough

"Cpu Strong"- Guni

Not that I am complaining, but recently, actually not recently... for quite sometime, I have noticed that being a NSF , you will get "special treatment" from people. No matter how nice a person sugar coat his / hers words, you can tell that... you are being look upon in a slightly disguested way.

Maybe NSF means being poor, useless, no time to people. Being a NSF means you cannot demand the same amount of attention from someone, as compare to someone who is not a NSF. In every case , being a NSF means you are of a lower tier. You are of no importance, your feelings dosen't really matter and your existence is needed only when there really is a desperate need. If possible, you will be avoided like a plague. And the saddest thing is, its not like I wanted to be 1 or I feel happy being 1. But I'm glad to be 1 as I have seen the true colours of some people.

Why am I talking about this all of the sudden since I have been a NSF for 2 years plus and going to ORD soon ? Lately, I have more free time of my own to meet some friends, or at least attempted to meet. I come to realise that other than my close friends, who have went thru or is currently going thru NS themselves... nobody really understool how I felt nor have any interest in it. I will remember how I was treated the past few days. I promise I will. Just because I give in, does not mean anybody can just step over my head. There is a limit for everything, I guess I have reached mine.

But, fear not... I will remain cheerful no matter what happen. Why be unhappy, sad , hurt or angered by this kind of ugly people. I will simply remember how I was treated and patiently wait for my ORD date. After then... they better pray that they never need my help again.

Remember people, never hurt anyone that show care and concern to you, no matter how much you dislike them. Especially if they know you did it on purpose. You never know how much harm you are doing :x

Sorry to my friends who went to Ubin without me. I thought something more important crop up... at least I thought then...Guess I worried over something I shouldn't have even bother in the 1st place...Sorry really sorry...

And for anyone who disagree with what I said, feel free to leave your comments.

PiX of the Moment : Looks abit too cheerful for this post.

FiN

posted by Zegui @ 10:40 PM

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