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Monday, May 15, 2006
Less Motivated Gui
"I am not lazy. Just less motivated lately." - Evil Gui
Been having this problem lately... its not that I don't want to do anything, its just somehow I feel not motivated to do anything. In the end, I either laze around on my bed or sit in front of my computer for hours, typing this nonsensical crap for you to read, instead of going out and seeing real human and ogling at pretty girls. I wonder why is this happening :(
Because of the above problem, the 2 years plus mess that have accumlated in my room had reach a critical level recently. Its not that I don't do my room's housework, its just that I don't have the time to do it until recently. With only around 40hr at home each week, I just have better things to do back then. Nowadays, everytime I try to tidy up my room abit, I will end up going into a trace like state and starts to medidate on my bed in a lying down position for hours.
My room is my sacred ground, my room is also my battle ground. Its a place where some of you reading this now goes in ( or might go in in the future) and challenge me in the ancient cultural table game of China, a game once played by Emperors only - Mahjong. Its the place I welcome and if possible, give pressure to my challengers. I can't let it remain is this state. My room is also a representation of my mental state... which is infact truly quite a mess right now.
This is a problem I must fix. Maybe I should just find someone to clean up the mess for me :p Wish me luck in whatever solution I try.
