Gui : Every time I see someone jogging at night with a white cap, I will think if it is him.
Gy : You are suffering from Lam phobia.
If only that was the only thing I am suffering from. Once again, I am awoken by the same nightmare of being stabbed and abbandoned in a foregin land. Althought the frequency are getting lesser and lesser, I am still having them. When will the nightmare ends ? Nobody will understand the hell I went thru ...
The weather forcast for the next few day is hazy and more hazy. With my weak heart and lungs, how much longer can I survire in such hazy enviroment. With another minor surgery comming soon... just how much more must I endure ? This has to be one of the worst year of my life. Every aspect of my life have reach new lows...
When will my day finally brighten up ?
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