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Friday, March 07, 2008
Deaf Tone
" Guess my body is still not recovering... So who the ass that tell me strong will power will overcome everything..." - Tulan Gui
Woo hoo ~ been deaf or near deaf for 13 hrs, a few more hours left before I visit the doc again to remove the thingy in my ears and get an verdict on whats happening to me... Strangely... all kind of werid problems is appearing on my body since that night 2 year ago ? maybe I'm still not fully recovered I guess haha~
Anyway, during the hours where I have been near deaf, I realise that even when I eat someting, the feeling is different ... losing the sense of hearing makes touching things feel different too... Everything just feels so unreal, other than the fact than I have a terrible itch in my ears and I can't scratch it... But the world does seems like a nicer place when its silent...
Recieved 2 Imperial Edicts from the Motherland Army yesterday ( Maybe thats why I fell ill . ). I can only say... I must have bow down to them far too long to the extend that they think they can do whatever they want with me even when I am no longer with them... Thou I hope the 2nd edict is a mistake ... or I will have to fly to some god forsaken place for weeks to do some crap they can't find anyone else to do.
Its saddening to know that the decisive force don't have the dignity, honor , courage and the balls to tell you that they have decided to screw your life over up side down, face to face... Nooo, they just can't do it... they can only send you a cute sms, asking you to login in to a fancy looking but useless webpage and show it to you in some text, without offering any explaination and reason or a person to rant at. Heck they didn't even tell me where I'm going... just some silly words " Overseas trainning. Report to Mandai Hill camp at 0730 on XX/XX/2008".
Found a photo of me in a Yang Guo's blog sometime back... Its not a normal photo... its a photo that I didn't even knew exist...~ luckily, its not the Edison kind and in case you are wondering, I'm the only 1 in the photo with a ride.
I know I know... Thats me , around 5 years ago ? Before I got corrupted and more slim back then. Ah~~~ Those are the days when my thinking was more pure and innocent and I believed that anybody in the world can be trusted~ And don't ask me why Yin Tong 淫同 is in a different colour. You gotta ask the person who 1st post this in his blog...~
