The Gui Files

Monday, October 23, 2006

Procrastination

DoC: Signing this form means you understand that we are going to put you thru general anesthesia. There is a chance that you will not wake up from it but I have never heard of it happening to young man like you.

Gui : You have a decent chance of seeing it 1st hand with my current luck...

All I can say is... whatever thats have been happening to me so far this year is a sign of a man's luck going down hill. I hope it have reached the bottom already with this little surgery that left a hole, the size of a 20 cent coin on my body that hurt like hell when I go for change of dressing daily. Not to mention, the brave nurses that have to dig the inside of the hole to keep it clean. Whoa.. the sensation I have to go thru when they do that... I really miss general anesthesia. They could have knock me unconcious or something when they do that. As you can tell, I really hope this is the last.

Unfortunately, this 20 cent sized hole will take quite some time to heal. That means, I am currently crippled to do any strenuous activities, not that I will do any before I have that hole anyway. So in that sense, nothing much in my life have change other than my walking stance and passing motion pose.

Be it a blessing or not, my parents prefers going to a wedding dinner over visiting their useless son, thus I attracted the attention of the other visitors. I will talk more about that some other time, I did talked to many interesting people then. Happy to give Ah Seng a special thank for visiting me at home when I was discharge. Thanks man, you made my day. Letting my Chelsea beat your Arsenal in the last game was memorable lol~ As you can see from the layers of dust on my PS 2, I really have not play it for a long time.

Last but not least, let me see what gifts the misfortune events I have so far this year so far ( hopefully ended) have left me...
1) A missing heart
2) A recurrent nightmare
3) A dying soul ? ( If I have one in the 1st place)
4) A heavily damage body ( Even before I got the hole, its on the way to be scrapped anyway)
5) A 20 cent hole

Of course, this year is not totally bad luck, I did have some good moments in the year, just that the misfortunate events out do the fortunate events so far...

Hai~

What am I to do with my life ?
How am I suppose to know whats right ?
I can't help the way I feel~

That time of the year is comming... maybe its my turning point...
I thank you for reading this all the way here. Have a nice day.

Movie of the Moment : Most of you might have seen it.

FiN

Labels: hospital, life, ramblings

posted by Zegui @ 11:52 PM

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