| Saturday, February 26, 2005 |
| After tHe CoBrA ChalleNge |
I am alive... how unfortunate... as I had declare that I "might" or will do certain things should I lived past Cobra Challenge. Since I only suffer some minor aches and a really weird cut, most likely I will do the things I said I will do... As for the things I said I "might" do lol... lets just give me more time...
I want to say the same thing too hai~ I used to enjoy the feeling of winning in mahjong... but lately I have been wining too regularly that I am starting to lose that feeling. Not that I am complaining...lol, I still enjoy looking at faces of people who were once my equal in mahjong, people like my parents and 9 inch / iori when they lose mahjong to me, just like 2 hrs ago lol. Jeff... do not send your 9 inch to play with me lol, come and chop me yourself lol~ I think I am getting cocky lol. Well, I have not lost in mahjong since 8th Feb 2005 to 26 Feb 2005, playing a total of 12 times in between. Let me extend this unbeaten run lol~ Until I can meet someone who can chop me. But I have to admit, my recent runs of victory is purely good luck. You know, playing Mahjong allow you to see a person's true character easily... maybe thats why all my close friends play mahjong with me lol. They know the real me, and I know the real them. Its a game good for building friendship lol~ I usually invite people whom I want to know their true nature to play Mahjong with me.( But usually I am being invited by others lol) O well I have talk too much about Mahjong lol ~ Come challenge me if you think you are up to it lol~ Maybe you might be the ONE lol~ |
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| Saturday, February 19, 2005 |
| Listen to my story... |
Listen to my story. This may be our last chance...
(Play FFX - To Zanarkard for Best effect when reading this)
I have served NS for 1 year... the 1st 8 month was like hell to me, the other 4 was good. Looks like the cycle is repeating itself lol~ Going to the Cobra Challenge this comming friday. I did not volunted for it since I never liked challenges... Hmmm a 13km quick march, follow by range and a reverse SOC with special rules, make that day seems so interesting lol. If you never hear from me after that day (26/05/05) , please come pay your last respect to me at my house.
But, lets just talk about something closer... Guard Duties... the guard duties in Army is really cock up... I just recived a call late evening today that I have to go do guard duty tomorrow because of some cock up from the Powers above... This is too much.. this is not the 1st time it had happen... I just hope that the Power above who made this mistake get strike by lighting and won't die. Just have some serious burns and nerve damages that make it impossible for him to control his bladders can liao :p
Recently I volunted to go Taiwan for an exercise, why would I do that ? Because I am disappointed with Singapore, or maybe just my camp lol. I just want to be away from that place for a while where the power above cocks up constantly, from a country that seems to have more and more things I dislike everyday, and nothing much I like. I just want to take a look else where lol~
On to the bright side :p I have not lost $$$ in a single mahjong game so far since Chinese New Year Eve...This is the 1st time it have happen to me, I usually lose $$$ In CNY. Some say its a bad sign, but I believe its a good thing lol. I want to win EVERYTHING !!! To get EVERYTHING I want !!!
Something interesting I learnt from Gundam Seed Destiny...
"If only I have power back then, I only I have gotten hold of power..."
Everyone who have cried over being powerless feels that way
But, from the moment you take power into your hand, you will become the person that make others cry.
我是天使的诱惑:p
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| Tuesday, February 15, 2005 |
| The Day After V day |
V day was lonely as usual ....
But today was good, but due to lack of time, I can't type much now, lets just say, its been long time since I am so busy and yet get to enjoy myself ... it not easy to enjoy what you are doing in SAF but I did it today loL~ To conclude, I leave you the lyrics of a Song, I have been listening to since V day lol...
我受够了等待你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖 慢慢计划将来
我的眼泪却一直掉下来 过去怎么交代你该给的信赖
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖 从我脸上的苍白
看到记忆慢下来 过去甜蜜在倒带
只是感觉已经不在 而我对你的期待
被你一次次摔坏 已经碎成太多块
要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
( Lyrics taken form boxup.com)
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| Saturday, February 12, 2005 |
| The Post With No Title |
What a New Year!!!, Chinese 1 I meant... suffered my worst defeat in mahjong in years in the weekend just before the lunar New Year and then Bang !!!.... And I got my best/ sweetest and most rewarding victory on the 2nd day of Lunar New Year :p Against players that have tounced me in Mahjong repeatly every past Lunar New Year... BUT !!! I must becareful , the last time I set a record high in winings... something really bad happen to me :( I hope nothing happen this time round. What is my record high ? .... The last record was $322...* go guess how much I won this time lol. (* last record was played at 1 fan $0.50, new record was played at $0.40)
My Astray GOLD Frame, 1 of the things I used my winings to buy lol
I must admit.. this victory must have been triggered by my relatives who constantly ask where is my galfriend, ( Someone I do not have currently ) And to make matter worst, one my cousins, 20yrs old( I am 23 this year :< ).. is already engaged and getting married this year ...So the "verbal abuses" were endless, thus must have releasing my hidden potiental lol~ 
Argh, as I am typing this, that dreadful V day is approaching.... but alas I can only hope for nothing short of a miracle to happen : Refer to post Below... o well another Valatine Day Wasted. But
其实爱对了人, 情人节每天都过 lol
On a side note... I was not even in the mood for Valatine last year lol ~ as I am enlisted into SAF on the 16TH !!! Remembering the world was all black then, not that it has improve much now lol.
I must be a cursed person... any of my friends who have not see me in long time will have thier PC spoil when they suddenly bump into me on the streets...It make me feel like its my fault that things like tat happen lol .. 3 times already lol 3 times... By the way I must admit, I am a computer idiot... lol just incase the 4th time happens.
O well end of my post... Happy Valatines Day For those with their dear 1, And good luck to those who are not lol~ |
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| Monday, February 07, 2005 |
| Its nearing the end... |
of the Year of the Monkey that... its time for me to welcome the year of Cock, I meant Rooster. Hmm Today has been quite good... this week will be quite good I guess.... I was given 1/2 day off for V day... but no its point actually lol~ o well any off is better than no off lol. I decide to conclude the end of the monkey year...with a list of stuff I like and I dislike...so far lol
Favourite Chinese Song: 纯真 by 梁静茹
Favourite English Song: No doubt, its going to be She Will Be love by Maroon5
Favourite Japanese Song: Field of Hope by Rie Tanaka
Favourite Anime: A tough fight between Gundam Seed Destiny and Bleach, But I like Bleach more lately.
Favourite TV series: Maybe its My Date With a Vampire III since I only watch 3 series the past year lol.
Favourite Movie: Kung Fu Hustle... I haven laugh so much in years in a cinema lol
Favourite Food: lately... I only think of 1 thing when I'm hungry lol ~--> scramble eggs that I make lol
Favourite Mobile Suit : Savior, with all its perks, who won't.
Girl I like most : TOP SECRET ( Too bad its 1 sided haha) only "Xiao Zegui" knows lol
And the juicy part :p
People I dislike : Lucky this list is still short~ Balls carrier---> Ppl in SI with me on course should know what/who I refering to lol. Back Stabbers ---> They exist almost everywhere :( Lousy Liars ----> At least put in some effort when lying...infront of me who can see everything lol. Hmmm if you dun fall in to any of the above 3 catorgy be glad, I will always consider you a dear friend to me :p
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| Sunday, February 06, 2005 |
| Better luck next time ? |
This week.. has been boring... BUT ... I will never mistake Peace for boring lol. I rather have boring week every week until I ord, alas, thats just wishful thinking on my part... Going to report back to my unit at last... wonders what punishment awaits me for a mistake I made.
Finally... got my worst punishment in mahjong yesterday... a sign that I should retire ? lol I ask myself this qns everytime when I lose hahaha... but... the answer is always the same haha ( look at title)
I finally got a replacement for my precious yesterday, problem is, the 1st time I use it is to give others $$$ lol. My injuries are healing fast.. damnit , I thought it could last longer... Now, I only left ths weird pain in my left wrist... nothing serious I think.
Bleach 17 was nice... It was the best epsiode I have seen so far.... You have to see it yourself to know.
Oh well, going to book in soon....
Happy Chinese New Year
FIN
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| Wednesday, February 02, 2005 |
| Life goes on |
I wonder how many of you have the chance to hear Arisaka Mika's "Life goes on" ( The 2nd ending song of Gundam Seed Destiny) . I find it to be very nice and the lyrics are very meaningful. Like whats happening to me now lol , life still have to go on...
It seems like I am like a grass that face whatever direction the wind wants me to face... my fate... ever since I enlisted has never been in my control... o well 500 days* to go lol~ Up till today I still do not know what will happen to me. I have been wondering... where will I find what I have been looking for. Will I waste my life looking for it ? or will it find me 1 day instead ? Is there anything that I have missed out ? only time will tell... But do I have that much time ?
500 days... wonder what will happen after that too lol.
Life goes on as the blaze of life exist,
Yes even if it means for me to lose my true self
extracted from a translation Life goes on lyrics
500* : Yes, today means I have 500 more days to serve lol, and yes, I am counting it everyday...Do I really detest Ns that much ? What do you think ?
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