| Saturday, February 25, 2006 |
| Another Good, New, Exciting Start ? |
"Why do you suddenly have morals" - Seth
The 1st sign of a good start appear on 22Feb 2300 hrs. I was at one of my favourite haunt with a moody mind half expecting to find anything I want. To my suprise ! I found ..... (click here for hint) Thats 1 mind bothering issue settled.
I have to admit, this have been a bad week, concluded with 1 last minute guard duty tomorrow. But today was.. .good, compare with the rest of the days, today was actually quite good. With some of the issues that was raise during the week settled, one of my birthday wishes was also confirmed finally. ( Not the 1st 3) Oh well, its better than nothing. Other than doing something that made me feel a little bit silly( but it was worth it) nothing really went too wrong today.
I end this post short as I have to sleep early to prepare myself for another unreasonable demand of Stingy and Fruitless tomorrow. I blame no one but the system.
PiX of the Moment : Not as Scandalous as the NYP Video
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| Tuesday, February 21, 2006 |
| Enough is Enough |
"Cpu Strong"- Guni
Not that I am complaining, but recently, actually not recently... for quite sometime, I have noticed that being a NSF , you will get "special treatment" from people. No matter how nice a person sugar coat his / hers words, you can tell that... you are being look upon in a slightly disguested way.
Maybe NSF means being poor, useless, no time to people. Being a NSF means you cannot demand the same amount of attention from someone, as compare to someone who is not a NSF. In every case , being a NSF means you are of a lower tier. You are of no importance, your feelings dosen't really matter and your existence is needed only when there really is a desperate need. If possible, you will be avoided like a plague. And the saddest thing is, its not like I wanted to be 1 or I feel happy being 1. But I'm glad to be 1 as I have seen the true colours of some people.
Why am I talking about this all of the sudden since I have been a NSF for 2 years plus and going to ORD soon ? Lately, I have more free time of my own to meet some friends, or at least attempted to meet. I come to realise that other than my close friends, who have went thru or is currently going thru NS themselves... nobody really understool how I felt nor have any interest in it. I will remember how I was treated the past few days. I promise I will. Just because I give in, does not mean anybody can just step over my head. There is a limit for everything, I guess I have reached mine.
But, fear not... I will remain cheerful no matter what happen. Why be unhappy, sad , hurt or angered by this kind of ugly people. I will simply remember how I was treated and patiently wait for my ORD date. After then... they better pray that they never need my help again.
Remember people, never hurt anyone that show care and concern to you, no matter how much you dislike them. Especially if they know you did it on purpose. You never know how much harm you are doing :x
Sorry to my friends who went to Ubin without me. I thought something more important crop up... at least I thought then...Guess I worried over something I shouldn't have even bother in the 1st place...Sorry really sorry...
And for anyone who disagree with what I said, feel free to leave your comments.
PiX of the Moment : Looks abit too cheerful for this post.
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| Saturday, February 18, 2006 |
| Poor B |
" Listen to my story. This may be our last chance." - Tidus From FFX
A asked B to go to C's big day celebration. When A and B met C and the rest of the other people, from that point on, A ignored B completely. Intentional or not, no one will know. B was feeling unhappy, but he decide to just put his personal feelings aside as this is suppose to be a joyous occasion. But as the day went on , it become more obvious to B that A is really not only ignoring, but also avoiding him... it became so unbearable and B felt like a total idiot for most of the day. After getting no decent answers from A, B decides to just disappear.
The above story was loosely base on facts. But the sentiments B felt was real.
PiX of the Moment : How B felt
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| posted by Zegui @ 10:35 PM |
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| Tuesday, February 14, 2006 |
| The day I hate most |
"2nd Anniversary of the day I lost my body, my freedom, my morals, my privacy, my self respect, my ethic, my integrity and my hair. Can I afford the cost ? No. " - Evil Gui
Sorry to misled so many people. I was not refering to Valentine's day. Why would I hate Valentine 's day anyway ? Its just another day for poor and lonely people like me to just stare at all the lovey dovey couples walking all over the place, silly guys splashing out cash senselessly on people they think they love. There is definitely no hate from me for this day.
I was actually refering to the day I was enlisted, the start of a Nightmare, a period of time I will refer to Nightmare Service, Feb 17... The day I lost almost everything, including my sanity as most of you can see. Although things like hair and morals can return to me as time passes by, I will never gain back the precious time itself that was forcefully ripped away from me. "Can you afford the cost", as quoted from the TV Ad on drug abuse... Nightmare Service is much worse then drug abuse actually, at least you get high when abusing drugs & you get to choose if you want to take drugs or not... The same can't be said for Nightmare Services, As long as you are born with a dick, chances are, you will have to go thru it,unless you are some world reown pianist. How come nobody gave any warning about it in TV :( Is it because of the "We close our eyes because we don't want to see ? "attitude that has been around for ages ? As said by Nixie " The only thing that make it bearable is the people but, the things making it unbearable is also the people."
I recived the IQ test analysis from a test sent to me by Sentimental Guy... I never knew scoring well for tests can get me freebies...Should had work harder when I had the chance... "As a top-scorer on Tickle's Super IQ Test, the in-depth analysis of your IQ score is FREE. " So suprised by my result lol~"Your IQ score is 133. This means that you are smarter than 98.0% of all other Super IQ test takers." Sadly, theres 2% of people thats smarter than me... Guess my plan to take over the world have to hold for now. But the in depth analysis is really interesting... There is so many things about how I think I never knew.
PiX of the Moment : My Score
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| Sunday, February 12, 2006 |
| A Season of Lost~ |
"Wo shi Takumi zai si" - 9 inch
Papa Jie invited me to his daughter's "man yue"... One more person to call me uncle in the not so distant future. Hope my milk bottle gift set to him will be handy to him. Well guess can no longer ask Papa Jie out to play basketball lol~ what am I going to say to his daughter if he got injured *shudders*
9 inch show me how good he can drive with his legendary "tripod of madness", beating a Subaru WRX along the TPE on the way to escort Iceberg to the Airport. A one sided match it was, But... You are still abit to far to be "Takumi zai shi" lol I'm sure you know the reason why... but lets not linger too long in this topic.
At this moment, Iceberg should be sleeping in Sydney, or maybe looking for the nearest pub ... anyway, its going to be a long time before I get to see him again... the last time he went overseas to study was ...Poland ? Can't really remember... Take care, and remember to send me photo of the interesting beaches there :p
PiX of the Moment : A very old photo ( At least 6 years ?).
Top from Left to Right : Guni , Seng, Long Hands
Bottom Left to Right: 9 inch, Father Jeff, Papa Jie, Evil Gui
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| posted by Zegui @ 8:23 PM |
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| Thursday, February 09, 2006 |
| $10,000,000 |
"Have you buy ?" - so many people
$10,000,000 ... that is the amount of $ up for grabs in tomorrow's toto lottery draw. Have you ever consider how much is $10,000,000 ? Assume you save 2K per month, that will be 24k per year. Assume you worked a 100 years... you would have saved $2,400,000... thats not even 1/4 of $10,000,000. Of course I have bought it too...
What would I do if I won ? I guess... I would... just remain the way I am until I ORD ... Ya Right....as if I will really do that. I think I will just get enough MCs to cover me until I ORD lol~ Then I will go get a condo somewhere near town area and find a simple job to do for the rest of my life...Of course, some time between here and there, I would go travel to various parts of the world that I really wanted to see. Such useless man I am. Such a waste of $10,000,000 lol
I better come back to my senses... its not like I am 100% going to win it. I still have to face a cold and harsh world and I am currently not in the pink of health. But I guess its ok to dream abit... $10,000,000 is more than enough to accomplish my life long dreams.
Hope I win ...
PiX of the Moment : The Reason why Seng have to sit on the wooden chair in my house.
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