| Thursday, December 29, 2005 |
| Escape From MHC |
"Where is Justice ?" - Seth
As the curtain of 2005 is closing, I welcome 2006 with not only my arms, but my legs, eyes and mouth wide open too...2006... the year I have been waiting for... so long. 2005, a year I will not forget, looking back, what have I achieved or accomplished in 2005 ? Nothing much really... since the most important accomplishment I deem, was not accomplished. Guess have to push it to 2006 lol~
Something good happened today... but I am not going to elaborate too much on it lol lets just say I had a great escape from the gates of Hell. O well, really nothing much to talk about anyway...
Here it is... My New Year Resolution for 2006 , wonders if I really can keep them.
1) Be a Fu*k up soldier, for good soldiers do alot of work and get alot of crap.
2) Be nicer to rabbits, especially the piggish 1.
3) Make Sure my statues In Friendster is no longer "It's Complicated".
4) Get my precious that was forcefully remove from my trembling hands on 17 feb 2004, I 'm sorry, I never knew how important you are to me.
5) Get a REAL job.
6) Be unbeatable in Mahjong.
7) Try to have a healthy life style.
8) Look forward to all the nicer things in life and not let Stingy And Fruitless pull me back.
Well, tats about all ~
PiX of the Moment : The secret is out.
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| Tuesday, December 20, 2005 |
| Tender Memories |
"What happen to you and the girl you like ? " - Lokie
On this cold and lonely night, I finally have you in my hands. I still remember the 1st moment we met, in Taiwan. I was a innocent young soldier, send to a faraway country to do things I do not really fathom even today. My curious heart told me grab you hoping that you can fill the empitiness in me when I saw you behind the counter. Our 1st encounter, like all our subsequent encounters, was rushed but sweet neverthless. I remembered you dearly even as I departed for home.
On my 2nd trip to Taiwan, either I was always too busy to meet you or you were always no longer there, I felt devestated, I felt empty. So before I left, I ask Lokie to make arrangements for us to meet again, so that I can be touch by your warmth again.
Now that Lokie has kept his word and bring you to me, I shall savour this moment slowly. A reunion that was much delayed. Time have changed, but my feeling for you have not. Sadly, I will have to depart with you sooner than I thought. To give you up to someone I like more than you. I shall enjoy your presence as long as it can last.
A Final word of Thanks for Lokie, and Welcome back. I'm sure the "F.I.R Song Gal" also waiting for your return. Say get well soon from me to her lol~
PiX of the Moment : The subject of this post.
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| posted by Zegui @ 10:40 PM |
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| Monday, December 19, 2005 |
| A message for the future me. |
" I horny now lol " - GuNi
Went ECP to cycle last Saturday... Sadly.. it rained, had a nice time nevertheless and the treat from Crash/ Long hands at the coffee shop opposite Royal Peacock Hotel was simply delicious. But ... I lose in Mahjong tat night :'(
Read in the news about people sending emails to the future to themselves using this website http://futureme.org/ . Its says it help people think more clearly about their present situation when they start writing it... Let me see if it works...
From : Zegui ( 19 DEC 2005)
To : Zegui ( 20 NOV 2014)
Subject: Happy Birthday
Happy 32nd Birthday , how are you doing lately, Hope your name still Zegui... This email is written at a time where you, or me , is having a really bad time. With no one to accompany during the up comming festival seasons ( Christmas and New Year), NS life ( hope you have completed your ICTs by then) just get from bad to worse. And alot of other stuff happened, keeping me in a constant down mode. Hope you still know how to read this:
Drec asyem'c binbuca ec du naseht oui dryd oui fana ymuha frah ymm dra lnyb rybbah du oui. Baubma oui dnicdat yht megat sucd ypyhtuhat oui.
Lets talk about the future... So , how did you spend your 1st million ? Did Singapore ever made it to the World Cup in 2014 ? Are you still Evil ? Are you still watching Anime ? Most importantly, are you happy ? I want you to be very very very happy. Really hoped you can send me a reply lol~
Be you not that soon.
Hmm... it really does help lol ~
All I can do for now is hope for the best and expect the worst.
PiX of the Moment : The Truth why Arthun joined back Zaft.
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| Friday, December 16, 2005 |
| The last hurdle ? |
"Maybe I am an Elf ?" - Zegui
I must admit, ever since my 23rd b day... Everything seems to be going down hill for me... The only thing thats still constant is my Mahjonging ablity( played 3 time this week, won $70 in 2 games, lost $1 in 1). My morale is getting lower and lower even thou I don't look like it.
Today is a very special day for me, its start of the final 6 month of my conscription. Suppose to be feeling happy, but ... o well...~
This year has been quite interesting for mi... I went Taiwan ( twice), Thailand and Tekong. I found and maybe already lost someone very precious to me. I did something I never knew I could do during the 2nd Taiwan trip. Whatever it is, the year will be ending soon. 2005 will be a year I hope I can remember.
PiX of the moment: Space Invaders ?
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| Sunday, December 11, 2005 |
| A Week To Remember |
"All Tyrant look Aquatic" - 3SG Alvin Lim
Without a doubt, I agreed with the above statement. So many things have happen this week, glad to know that there are people that support me (click here)... At least its over for now. 2 more days before I say good bye to Mandai Hill Camp again... Really want to do something fun to forget everything bad that have happened lately.
Sorry to 9 inch, Ah Seng and Iceberg. Because of this really screwed up feeling I have been having lately, I have to unleash almost everything ( yes, I was being merciful already) I have on you all on the Mahjong Table that night. For those that suvired the genocide, theres always a next time, for those who didn't, remember to pay the $$$ you own me lol. I really felt better after the game...thanks alot :p
O my... 3 more days before another piece of meat for me on the mahjong table return. Loke... I have been waiting. Waiting for my noodles that is... and to try out what you have learnt from the Taiwan people. And when you told me you are gay, you know what, I have suspected that since secondary school, lucky your type is Yang Guo, not me. But Seriously, Welcome back.
Pix of the Moment : Suprise return of Somebody...
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| posted by Zegui @ 5:34 PM |
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| Saturday, December 10, 2005 |
| Requiem |
"You heard what happened to Gary, the former RSM runner ?" - Lionel
This post is delicated to Gary, whom I made the acquaintance of during those miserable guard duties. I see you on almost every duty I did. I'm sure you don't like it too. Life is unpredictable, hope you are in a better place now. Sorry for not being able to attend your wake, I knew it too late.
To all my motorcyclist friends, please be more careful, you never know when a lorry might just be the last thing you will ever see.
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| posted by Zegui @ 10:15 AM |
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| Saturday, December 03, 2005 |
| A ghasty n evil scribe |
"We must believe we are god's gift to women. But we need evidence to support our belief."- Seth
I always knew deep in my bones that if I ever step afoot on that acursed island, something bad will happen to me. How right I was... With nothing but myself left now, facing stupid accusations that tanish my reputation and maybe threatens whats left of my freedom, a rotting hand and an angry rabbit tat have disown me... all this from just 1 trip to that island.
Stingy and Fruitless sure knows how to bring out the darkside of man. I have never been unhappy or angry so many many many times since I got conscripted. I am please to know that once I leave that so call well established organization, I will be a happier man. I might have to start everything from zero, but still I am a happier man.
Last but not least, I must thank the grouper fish face guy with glasses who cannot be named for showing me how tax payer money are wasted on incompetent piece of poo like him. He is the best example of what will go wrong when useless man are in power. They say, " In Stingy and Fruitless, if a guy looks like a complete jerk and piece of poo to you, he might look like a shinning star to the top people" But somehow, the one that cannot be named look like poo either from bottom or from the top...
Pix of the moment : Utada in her latest Passion Single.
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