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Monday, January 28, 2008
Order Made
"Aren't you tired ?" Someone asked me today...
Frankly speaking, I have no idea why I answered "no"... Maybe I like my job alot ? Anyway came across this very very very meaningful and highly recommanded PV on another blog ( if the music in my blog is blaring, just press the pause button on the right) and I find the lyric very meaningful. English translation resources( byCnet128 from MangaHelpers) posted here too.
Lyrics Translation can be found here. my favourite Part must be the part where the boy in blue put the sandwich on the table, which is this part of the song...
"But, once more, I had a request to make. I'm awfully sorry, but to be honest, I really don't need a heart on the right. Sorry to keep troubling you like this.
It's so that when I find that one special person, And hold her close to me for the first time, Only then will I finally be able to feel Two hearts beating, one on each side.
The left one mine, the right, yours. The left one yours, the right, mine. So that alone, I'll always be lacking something. So that I won't be able to just go on living alone."
And O yes, I can understand Japanese for those of you who are wondering, I just can't read, write and say it only haha~
"When God remove a talent of yours, why dosen't he have the decency to remove the memories of you having that talent once ? " -Denny Crane from Boston Legal
Ah~~ I could say the same about the things in my life... Been hooked on Boston Legal recently, seeing an immoral lawyer with a kind heart and an elderly bum that suspect that he have Mad Cow Disease and keeps on saying his name out loud, winning cases and facing social issues at the same time must have reminded me of something. Infact, I am finding the Mr Alan Shore, who looks like a perfect lazy bum to be an excellent role model for me. And to satisfy my cravings, the moment I finish watching Season One of it, I rushed out to buy Season Two...
4 dvds 27 epsiode of pure joy
Enough of the cherry stuff... Just came back from my 1st RT session. Other than the humilation of wearing a Man Bra / Chest Belt / Breast Strap that sole purpose is to measure my inconsistant or maybe lack of heart beat, the exercise is also quite tedious, for me of course since the most tiring thing I have done in the last six months, since the Motherland army asked me to play with them in some god forsaken place full of durain tress was walking to work from home LoL. For those of you who know where I work and live, should know that its simply not an amazing feat.
Speaking of which,while I was walking home during the week, I had a sudden craving for Cafe Cartel as I walked pass it. And it was only that day I realsie that they do take aways too as I really dun feel like eating alone in there haha.
I think they call this the Supreme Platter
And Yes, I eat my food from the chair, all the time. Last but not least , I would like to congrate my cousin Jane for finding the man in her life. I'm sorry I can't attend the engagement today and ogle at your beautiful female friends, because the Motherland army believes me, like 30000 other people I guess need to have our ass whip into shape. And I believe you have just join the ranks of people who will be busy probing my life with insentive questions during the up comming Lunar New Year. Don't worry...my turn will come I guess ? At the very least, please hold the questions till I find someone 1st lol~
" 1st and last in this post is not refering to my EX, at least one of them isn't. It refering to people I once ..." - Gui giving a foreword.
My 1st and last ( Thats 2 person actually) intruded my life on the same day at the same hour. Must be a special day... Althought I believe one of them must have made a mistake by submitting email and password to some network web application or is suffering from amnesia. But still its enough to make me feel uneasy.
I would have suspected it to be foul play or some sick joke by someone who know me very very well, which I can more or less can shortlist to 2 person, one of them being myself, had I not conduct my own investigation. Frankly speaking, a part of me actually felt good, perhaps its because of the knowledge that they are still alive and doing well but unforunately for me, so am I, at least the alive part.
Maybe, just maybe, my end is near ? You know, the thing they always say like your life will flash past you when you are about to up the lorry. I have long outlived my purpose and there really isn't anything more I want but a peaceful death ( thou I always have a feeling I will be murdered). And I'm glad I managed to piss someone off before my end. I got a feeling I did, with the help of this blog and a handphone.
Movie of the Moment : Meaningful, but kids should not watch this.
"I'm only here to see how you're doing. Watching people in trouble is my hobby. " - Ueda Jiro, Trick Movie 2.
This week seems to pass by pretty slow. I can almost see the minutes ticking away... Anyway, I somehow by the stroke of luck managed to get Trick the Movie 2. I strongly recommand everyone to watch it if you can get your hands on it. Do not watch it for the plot. Watch it for the interaction between the characters, the insults and the cheezy tricks.
Been very busy this week. Maybe this is the reason why this week feels so slow... Only have time to do my personal stuff late at night... I am greatly aghast when I recently learn that we are paying the sky high pays to people to govern us. But these people with sky high pays can't use diplomancy to solve our relationship problems with our countries, should 1 arise that is. Anyway, that relationship problem is meant for National Slavery to solve... Crap...
"Under the starry night, the gods will judge how we have judged" - words on SEELE's logo.
In 2007, I learnt that I should believe in fate, the flow of nature's intended course, destiny or whatever you like to call it. You know, situations beyond your own control, like watching 2 trains colliding from the side. Should you intervene, the result might be even more devestating, like 2 trains colliding on you.
Before I start on my resolutions, I just found out that the naked man with wings I mention in an ealier post is call Willam Scorpion. The past few days have been very tiring and which climated in a KTV session at the end of 2007
And here are my resolutions for 2008 ~
1) Sleep Before 12mn.
2) Stay Healthy.
3) Stay Happy.
4) Stay away from trouble.
5) Be even Happier somehow.
Last but not least, I would like to vent out my fustration that Stingy And Fruitless or the Motherland army as some would call it, has returned to haunt me, with their inflexible thinking (althought they are calling themselve the decisive force). They are like a bad pimple in my life. Even after a 2 years outbreak, and leaving countless scars on me, it just suddenly pop right back into my life, unwilling to compromise or even listen in the first place. Do they not know that there will not be an army in the 1st place if they treat all the grunts like me like pieces of meat for them to wave around...
