| Sunday, June 24, 2007 |
| In Chains Tomorrow 2 |
" ORD is just the begining" - Some bastard once told me.
Unfortunately that particular bastard is correct. The past 7 days have been the hardest days of my life to pass since I ORDed. So many moments I wished I could just drop dead, unfortunately again, my wishes don't ususally come true. I had to live thru all the pain and suffering and type some rubbish here.
The only words in my mind as I went thru those stupid exercises and trainings were description on the smell of human reproduction organs and various greeting to peoples' mother. My life as an NSF was seldom more phyically and mentally taxing then those 7 days. Truly I really might have laughed too early when I ORDed.
I strongly believed that I must have raped, then killed then rape again some poor gal in my last few lives thus I am suffering so much now to atone for those crimes. The next 10 years of my life, I have to go thru the same and maybe worse crap that I went thru last few days. But I am not thinking that far now... I still have 6 days of ICT infront of me right now... maybe and just maybe... this might be my last post...
FiNLabels: army, life |
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| Sunday, June 17, 2007 |
| In Chains Tomorrow |
" I don't trust mushroom heads anymore" - Gui after watching 8 epsiodes of Liar Game
Its amazing how fast time flies. I ORD exactly 366 days ago and here I am, preparing for my ICT tomorrow. For those of you who dunno what is ICT, Let me explain it to you... It is a period of time when a free man is drag into capative somewhere secretive to do something thats usually doesnt seems enjoyable like conducting simulations or experiments using human. It stands for Intensive Cocka-nadan Training. Just like Battle Royale, but without the cute girls.
I have no idea if I will make it back in 1 piece but , I have did as many things as I could and wanted since the day I recieved my ICT letter. Its comparable to those Characters reciving a Black letter in Mai Otome. And the biggest shock, equalvant to reciving 2 black letters, came on thursday but I am too numb mentally to feel anything .
Sad to say, some of my friends are having a rough time ( and I am not refering to those who lose $$$ to me in mahjong recently) and there is nothing more I can do for them. Maybe its the ICT Curse. Infact, I was doing quite well myself until this week :'(
Special Thks to OCK for passing to me 8 epsiodes of Liar Game. Hehe gotta learn a few tricks from there when I got time ( but not from mushroom head). Showing a cute, naive, and trusting gal that will never exist in this world get con over and over again ( by that damn mushroom head) saddens me *sob sob*
And to my friends struggling out there( if they still bother reading here), take heel that certain things in life don't come twice, please think a few more times before making an decsion that cannot be reverse. Talking could do wonders sometimes.
And thus I end this post... wishing all world peace ~
Movie of the Moment : Introduction of Liar Game. Looks more like an Autumn Collection Ad actually.
Movie of the Moment 2 : A short introduction on Liar game.
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Labels: Japan TV, life |
| posted by Zegui @ 4:20 PM |
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| Tuesday, June 12, 2007 |
| Countdown :( |
"How many of You remembers who is Singapore 's VR Man ?" - My Question to all of you reading this.
The fresh air of freedom is escaping me... Less than 6 days till i go back to hell~ Where is a super hero or a heroine when I need 1 ...Although a heroine is much prefered :p OOO and why the question at the top of the page... look at the movie of the moment haha~ I guess he might be VR Man's long lost spritual brother or something~ Same mask and color code...
Movie ofthe Moment : This movie won awards ok ...
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| Sunday, June 03, 2007 |
| Small small update |
"Believe in you. Not in the me who believe in you. Not in the you who believe in me. You should believe, believe in yourself." - Lord Kamina's words of wisdom.
Heroes ended... *sob sob* I wanted to see more of Hiro's encounter ...
Gurren Lagann and all its drilling and over dramatizing is getting nicer and nicer...
9 ge the driller is also back from down under.
I am going for my 1st ICT...
AND A NEW GUNDAM SERIES PREMIERS IN OCT
Gundam00
Hope its not as sucky as Gundam Seed Destiny~.
Movie of the Moment : A small preview... The wonders of Youtube...
FiNLabels: anime, random post |
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