| Tuesday, October 31, 2006 |
| I not elite |
" I want to be an elite too, so that I can get away with any crap I write here, just like that elite that have an entry in Wikipedia" - 23 year old non elite bleeding Singaporean call Gui.
Living in Singapore sux. Even more so if you are born with an extra meat between your legs because you have to contribute some time throughout your whole life to serve and protect a greater cause. Anyway, it was during that period I encounter a mystical White Horse that even the greater powers above deny exists. And I thought that might be the last time that I encounter people that are seperated by class in Singapore since birth are openly shown.
I am a stupid crackpot, the sadder class that live in a poor neighbourhood according to a certain elite. I depended on the Government to subsidised my recent hospital stay and I am thankful to them. If you have been reading the news, there are more people jumping /falling onto Mrt tracks on my side of the island. I must say life sure doesn't look rosy from the bottom. Jumping into the elite catagory certainly is a faraway dream for me.
I envy the elite who can get away with what she wrote. It seems that the Sedition Acts only apply to racist bloggers, not to bloggers who incur the wrath of people by posting about a maybe imaginary invisible divider, the elites and non elites and calling the non elites the sadder class. Maybe its because her dad is a super elite ? I will never know.
The root of the problem is actually very simple. Its like someone striking 1M Toto openly attack and insult the poor guys that didn't win a single dollar, of course that won't sit well with the people. To prevent this from happening, one should just be happy with his or hers good lot and keep quiet about it. We all know elites exist, just like the mystical white horses, we just try to live with the brutal truth unless provoked of course.
But the truth is, be it elite or non elite, no one can avoid the inevitable doom. Everyone need to dance with the Grim Reaper someday. Let just simply lead your life with a clear concious that what you are doing is for the better good of everyone dear to you. And if you happen to be a super elite, what you do better be for the better good of all people.
Movie of the Moment : She not elite too.
FiNLabels: life, ramblings |
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| Thursday, October 26, 2006 |
| Feel Good |
"Windmill, Windmill for the land,
Turn forever hand in hand,
Take it all in on your stride,
It is ticking, falling down,
Love forever love is free,
Let's turn forever you and me,
Windmill, windmill for the land,
Is everybody in?" - Chorus of Feel Good Inc
Its a weird song, but I like the chorus. It sounds some what familar but I just can't rememeber where I have heard it before...
I was informed that I can offically change the dressing on my own *phew*... No one to dig on my 20 cent hole haha~
Had another weird dream... been dreaming alot lately... maybe its due to the painkillers I am taking ? (-.-)
In it, I was lying down and looking at a group of people talking with their back facing me. Then, one of the lady in the group turn around and say " I will give it to you now" Next thing I know, I'm awake. How come my dreams are getting more and more clearer theses days ? In the past, I usually wake up not remembering anything.
And... I must be quite bored to post about a dream I had. The truth is, I really am lol. Its ok to have a long MC, but not being able to go out walk walk shop shop make it kinda boring for me...
Movie of the Moment : I can understand how that guy feel~
FiN Labels: hospital, life, ramblings |
| posted by Zegui @ 1:24 AM |
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| Monday, October 23, 2006 |
| Procrastination |
DoC: Signing this form means you understand that we are going to put you thru general anesthesia. There is a chance that you will not wake up from it but I have never heard of it happening to young man like you.
Gui : You have a decent chance of seeing it 1st hand with my current luck...
All I can say is... whatever thats have been happening to me so far this year is a sign of a man's luck going down hill. I hope it have reached the bottom already with this little surgery that left a hole, the size of a 20 cent coin on my body that hurt like hell when I go for change of dressing daily. Not to mention, the brave nurses that have to dig the inside of the hole to keep it clean. Whoa.. the sensation I have to go thru when they do that... I really miss general anesthesia. They could have knock me unconcious or something when they do that. As you can tell, I really hope this is the last.
Unfortunately, this 20 cent sized hole will take quite some time to heal. That means, I am currently crippled to do any strenuous activities, not that I will do any before I have that hole anyway. So in that sense, nothing much in my life have change other than my walking stance and passing motion pose.
Be it a blessing or not, my parents prefers going to a wedding dinner over visiting their useless son, thus I attracted the attention of the other visitors. I will talk more about that some other time, I did talked to many interesting people then. Happy to give Ah Seng a special thank for visiting me at home when I was discharge. Thanks man, you made my day. Letting my Chelsea beat your Arsenal in the last game was memorable lol~ As you can see from the layers of dust on my PS 2, I really have not play it for a long time.
Last but not least, let me see what gifts the misfortune events I have so far this year so far ( hopefully ended) have left me...
1) A missing heart
2) A recurrent nightmare
3) A dying soul ? ( If I have one in the 1st place)
4) A heavily damage body ( Even before I got the hole, its on the way to be scrapped anyway)
5) A 20 cent hole
Of course, this year is not totally bad luck, I did have some good moments in the year, just that the misfortunate events out do the fortunate events so far...
Hai~
What am I to do with my life ?
How am I suppose to know whats right ?
I can't help the way I feel~
That time of the year is comming... maybe its my turning point...
I thank you for reading this all the way here. Have a nice day.
Movie of the Moment : Most of you might have seen it.
FiN Labels: hospital, life, ramblings |
| posted by Zegui @ 11:52 PM |
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| Friday, October 20, 2006 |
| Minor update (updated)* |
"Insert the tube to the top of his penis." - What I overheard a doctor said. Glad that I still have some luck left, thus I did not have to go thru that.
But sadly I was straved and left thirsty for 20 hrs before my surgery :'(
Got some complication as I was admitted with fever.
Love general anesthesia. 
PiX of the Moment : The ever playful fate ~
PiX of the Moment 2 : The sick man of Asia. Believe me, even at that point, I was still ploting ...
FiN Labels: hospital, life |
| posted by Zegui @ 9:25 PM |
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| Wednesday, October 18, 2006 |
| Hazy Days |
Gui : Every time I see someone jogging at night with a white cap, I will think if it is him.
Gy : You are suffering from Lam phobia.
If only that was the only thing I am suffering from. Once again, I am awoken by the same nightmare of being stabbed and abbandoned in a foregin land. Althought the frequency are getting lesser and lesser, I am still having them. When will the nightmare ends ? Nobody will understand the hell I went thru ...
The weather forcast for the next few day is hazy and more hazy. With my weak heart and lungs, how much longer can I survire in such hazy enviroment. With another minor surgery comming soon... just how much more must I endure ? This has to be one of the worst year of my life. Every aspect of my life have reach new lows...
When will my day finally brighten up ?
Movie of the Moment : The Truth ?
FiN Labels: hospital, life, ramblings |
| posted by Zegui @ 4:44 AM |
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| Saturday, October 14, 2006 |
| My Celebrity Look alikes |
Never knew that I look like a dead man, The Master of the Universe, The One and a Jpop Princess... For those of you wondering whats that look on my face...Well thats just me waking up...
Another attempt with a fresher looking me...
Hmmm... Something seems abit not correct here...
Just something extra :)
FiNLabels: personality test, random post |
| posted by Zegui @ 5:30 PM |
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| Friday, October 13, 2006 |
| Friday the 13th : Carnival of Gui |
"Remember your lonely friend here. If you encounter any pretty lez that needs conversion to the right side, the side nature intended. Recommend the one with long hair to me. I am doing a divine duty by atoning for Cupid's mistake when he got drunk." -The divine and as usual helpful Gui
Don't know about the rest of you , but I simply love this day. One of the few days in the year I recieved good news. Such a waste that Totos are not regularly drawn on Fridays... Its juz 1 good news after the other today, just let me keep the joy to myself. Why are there so few friday the 13th in a year...?
One thing that I have to mention after watching epsiode 99 of Bleach is, I have begun to ask myself the inevitable... "Will the Bleach Frillers ( started at 64) be as long as Naruto's ?" Naruto's friller had lasted more than 1 year. With plots like the "Curry of Life" and god knows what other things you can find in the toilet bowl other than water, I have long forgotten why I started watching Naruto 4 years ago. Then again, the new intro to Bleach might be a sign that the frillers are ending soon ...
By the way its not Cartoon, its Anime :p
Movie of the Moment : Bleach 5th Intro, Rolling Star by Yui. How I envy Toshiro ( The kid with white hair)
FiN Labels: anime, life |
| posted by Zegui @ 5:13 PM |
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| Thursday, October 05, 2006 |
| Trick |
Ueda : "Messy. Flat-breasted. Liar." I won't be able to live thru those insults.
Naoko: You are just an arrogant virgin with big penis.
After 9 inch robbed me and fled to Australia and Zero no Tsukaima ended, a void appeared in my life. It was at that moment, I chance upon the 1st season of Trick :p. Although I have the 3rd season of it, I never really had seen the 1st season. I simply love shows that trade insults like those on the top of the page. What kind of show is Trick ? Thats for me to know, for you to find out.
Still running a slight Fever... Muz be that damn Sam that spread it to me. Unlike him, I got nobody to take care of me *sob*
Lucky got Trick to pull me thru.
Movie of the Moment : I made this lol
FiN Labels: Japan TV, life |
| posted by Zegui @ 7:16 PM |
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| Tuesday, October 03, 2006 |
| Chicken Heart |
"I can't bring myself to watch finish the whole trailer, I stop at 3/4 of it." - Chicken Heart Gui
And click here ( quicktime player needed ) for the trailer of that I can't watch finish.
Actually, there is alot on my mind, alot to type, but too many things have happened to me in the past 3 days and I am just a little bit too disturbed by the trailer and Iceberg's email to do so now. Guess it will be not anytime soon before I go watch a horror movie in cinema alone.
p.s: I do not consider Pirates of the Caribbean series a horror movie.
Movie of the Moment : I better stick to watching this kind of video.
FiN Labels: random post |
| posted by Zegui @ 2:22 AM |
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