| Sunday, July 31, 2005 |
| Gave up |
"I will never be kind to a world that has been so cruel to me. Just wait for the day that my shackles are remove." - Evil Gui
Ex Peggy ( Not its real name) is over... Suprisingly I did not fall out. Its is without doubt the most exhaustive exercise I have ever been thru. I returned with alot of sand flies bite and a few new scars. Not to forget, a SBO with alot of new holes. If Taiwan is going to be worse, lets us hope for the best.
On the bright side, Ex Peggy was the 1st and maybe the last time I get to board a Chinnok. The view of Singapore ( Yishun to Sembawang to Lim Chu Kang actually) at night look quite nice. You will never get to see this view from an airplane as its too high and too fast.
Have been doing alot of thinking lately... Seems like I cannot do anything I want to do. There is always something hindering me. Nothing goes the way I want. So, I have decided to do nothing. I will follow everybody's instruction and see where it will lead to, until my shackles are remove. Then, we shall see...I just might have some grudge to settle.
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| Sunday, July 24, 2005 |
| The best has yet to come... |
"Before you get intoxicated by your own power, I shall show you a decisive power gap that you could not over come in a millenium of struggle." - Kuchiki Byakuya
That place( Not sure if its legal to put its name here) is not as bad as I thought or heard. Although some rumors are true and some seems false, I won't really know the truth until this comming week's - Ex Peggy ( not its real name) this is when I will know the truth. Damn it... Didn't win in the 5M toto... Thought I could use the winings to redeem my body. Just imagine... Me throwing 300K at the Powers Above saying " F**k you, I quit, take the money and let me live the rest of my life in peace" No longer need to go for any overseas attachment and exercises. Can go do what I really want to do...Just too bad... it didn't happen :'( Still feeling very very very down after the "tranfer". Lucky Yang Guo was around to go shopping with me. He is f**king late as usual but its ok, I'm used to it. It seems that spending $$$ does make people feel better... I felt better , after having a good meal( standard ritual I have to do before any Exercise), bought a book and shirt.
From the latest epsiode of FMP: T2R
The latest epsiode of Fullmetal Panic : The 2nd Raid sure looks interesting :X
O by the way... Happy Birthday Loke... Not sure if I am going back to the same camp on my next Taiwan trip, But if I do.. hope you hide your mistress just as well as last time.
Hai~got to go book in soon... It sure has been a long time since I dread booking in...~ FiN |
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| Sunday, July 17, 2005 |
| So Sad |
"If I were the rain, that binds together the earth and the sky, who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind hearts of people together ? "- Orihime
They are BACK :)
So sad, so very sad. Never expect that I would 1 day be send away as a tribute to appease the Powers Above. Never expect it to be done silently behind my back, infact its behind everybodies back, after I was assured that I will not be the tribute. Such dishonorable acts, as expected of a Well Establish Organization that lacks transpancy since its birth. I blame no one but that good for nothing that was tributed months ago only to be complained and send back in days to come. Although I suspect dryd beala uv cred Hot Nala have something to do with this move.
Anyway, today is 333 days left to leave that Well Establish Orgainzation. A place where hardwork is seldom recognize. A place where you can't quit nor complain (don't tell me about that stupid hotline) when you know the managment is screw up. A place which like to do nice shows for the public. A place that screwed up my entire life. The same place that do not pay me enough to smile as I work. Infact, they should be glad that I am actually working for that miserable amount of money they call allowance.
Enough of all the negative crap... on to the better things... 
Fullmetal Panic : The 2nd Raid was much better than I expected. Bleach 40 is nice too. Played basketball with my good friends today. It has been a long time since I last played with them and it might be a longer time for me to play again.
Because of this sudden attachment, I am going to Taiwan sooner than I last said. To all those avoiding me( people who own me stuff etc...), good news to you. You have roughly 4 more weekends ( Assuming I don't get any weekend duties in that place) to run and hide. And you can lead a peaceful life then as I will not be back until sometime in OCT earliest. (Going to Thailand immediately after Taiwan and maybe somewhere else after that) Wish Me Luck as I am embarking for Hell on Earth. Life never seems to hold good news for me :( FiN |
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| Sunday, July 10, 2005 |
| Eskibar |
"Be it dreams or convictions, everything will be meaningless if you can't win" - Lord Djibril
Went to Eskibar on Saturday Night...Sad to say... its not like what I heard about it. Hai~ when reality fail to meet expectations.
I want to be a Haro too
And here are the Facts:
1) You do not get to slap waitress butts, contary to popular believe.
2) The glasses and everything else is not make of ice.
3) The only thing make of ice is the ice cubes in your glass
4)The waitress looks quite good even when you are not drunk.
5)Its not as cold as you think.
6) They do provide jackets thou.
7) Its ok for you to get Naked.
8) Nevertheless, the ambience of the place is quite good.
For those of you wondering or fumming as you are reading this, No, I did not do anything funny that nite, stop imagining things.
FiN |
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| Thursday, July 07, 2005 |
| Confuse |
"Deep down , I know I am a lesbian at heart" - Evil Gui
Dunno how to describle what have been happening to me so far... Maybe its due to my muscle aches, maybe is because I am too confuse. My life just become too messy for me to control. if only life always goes according to they way I want it :p Maybe its the NS curse.
Seeing Pek fallout infront of me during the training makes me wonder " Why is it not me ?". For a moment I thought that would have been 3 strikes in 3 weeks for SAF. Lucky hes ok now.
I dunno what I am doing now nor do I know what I am trying to do... Maybe I am going crazy :p Sentimental Guy told me he dreamt about me last nite ( Not a good thing as I don't really like guys sleeping in the same room as me dreaming about me) He say it take place in the future and I have become a "tuh'd damm oui". I was like... Sh*t... wasn't tat what I planned to do before I enlisted. Maybe its a sign lol ~ Maybe thats what I should aim to do. Does such a peaceful future exist for me ?
FiN
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| Sunday, July 03, 2005 |
| Happy |
"Without me the unit will collapse lor~"- 9 inch
This week was horrible... with that old woman in camp... taking charge of everything... especially during friday :'(
Lucky the weekend was much better.... very very much better :)
Get to spend some time with "so pamujat sycdan".
How I wish all my weekends were at least like this.
Oh... for those who ask me how I grade my week... this is how it goes... Saturday is worth 3 days to me, Sunday is worth 2 and friday is worth 1. The remaining days, combined together is only worth 1 day to me. Public holidays is worth 2 days to me... get it ?
hai~ the following 2 weeks is going to be terrible... poor mi :'( That old woman is going to come out wif weird ways to find fault wif everyone....And dealt out unreasonable punishments as she like. Where is my shield of deflection !!!
FiN
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